I did plan to work on The Coin has Two Faces this month…I got about 485 words and my brain said, ‘Nope, I wanna do Dungeons & Dragons’ so I said fine, let’s do this…and got about 3,280 words into that and my brain said ‘Nope don’t wanna after all’…and that is how we get to where I am now. I am about 24,629 words into a section of that story I mentioned I was working on with one of my best friends–so at least it’s writing (and I’m a bit under 10,000 words shy of my goal with 5 days left), but it’s not really something I planned on working on. However, when the muse decides it wants to do one thing–there’s nothing in this part of the multiverse that will derail them and sometimes you just have to go with it.
Sometimes people vilify stuff like fan fiction or writing that serves no other purpose than to just get some words on the paper, but the truth is there is a place for writing like that too. Sometimes shoving a lot of words on a page that make no sense clears the garbage from the gutters so that creativity starts flowing again. Other times it just adds in more garbage–but I’ve rarely found that writing just for the sake of putting pen to paper or fingers to keyboard doesn’t have some kind of benefit.
I, for one, see no shame in pouring your heart and soul into a fan fiction and then eventually turning it into an original story and getting it out there. Some of those fan fictions out there are really freaking amazing and sometimes the writers change names and circumstances and publish it to massive success (look up the origins of 50 Shades of Gray if you don’t believe me–I haven’t read it personally, but I do know a lot of people who have).
Will I ever do something like that? I’m not sure actually. I have written a lot of fan fiction in my day, some of it’s even made it onto the internet, but I don’t think any of it would actually work as a stand alone novel without the backbone of whatever fandom I wrote it for, well, except one, but that one’s too short to be a novel. Of course, my goal when I write fan fiction is to actually write it in such a way that if it were somehow dropped into the middle of the story/manga/animé it was written from it would fit in at least mostly seamlessly. I’m not generally one to write AUs (not that there’s anything wrong with an AU mind you–it’s just not usually my cup of tea, unless it’s a Reylo fan fiction, in that realm I eat up AUs because I hated the way canon turned out, but that’s something I won’t get into). I suppose, in a way, my Dungeons & Dragons story may kinda fall under that? I do kind of want to publish it or at least put it out to the masses–but we’ll see what happens. Though really, at its core, Shadows of Kurelinn is a fantasy novel masquerading as a homebrewed D & D Adventure with epic level characters and a whole lot of ‘Rule of Cool’ thrown in.
When it comes down to it, writing doesn’t necessarily have to be done with the end goal of selling it via a publishing company or KDP or self-publishing. It doesn’t even have to be written because you want to get 29189471892 Kudos and a hundred pages of comments on your preferred fan fiction site. It can be written because you wanted to write it. It doesn’t have to be published. It doesn’t have to be on a site. It doesn’t even have to be typed out (ye olde notebook and pen is peachy keen), but if you pull it out every now and then and reread it and it brings smile to your face (or spurs your creativity) then it has accomplished its purpose even though no eyes other than yours have seen it.
I probably would not call this a ‘productive’ Camp Nanowrimo as this story will likely be purely for mine and my best friend’s entertainment (aka it’s not publishable), but perhaps it’s a necessary Camp Nanowrimo. As a writer, I’ve come to realize that sometimes those words just don’t want to flow and sometimes you just have to write whatever gets you writing again.
Take a beloved character and write a story about them–it doesn’t have to have anything to do with their actual story.
Write some fan fiction.
Just go on a random freestyle ramble and see where the meandering words take you.
Just write.
♥ ~ Myriai
PS Maybe I’ll talk YT next month…